<3

Enjoy Singapore (:
Jagaaa .
See you after Christmas

Temporary words

With temporary meaning.

Decent conversation is key.

It was a good day i would say ,well better than previously .


Recently we did our Christmas tree .




Today the tiles were done ,house was cleaned .
Now left the painting. Ate fast food for lunch and dinner ,so satisfying ..I would stuff my face
everytime when fast food is served. WAHAHA
Anyways,The house would be awesomely clean just before Christmas .
Back in my old place We would flood the house and scrub .Well that was the fun part .
Now up in here we do decent cleaning .lol i know.So yeaaaa Christmas is coming ,i can't believe it .Mama is still not recovering ,haih .What to want for Christmas ,Hmmm.
I was feeling the very same about last year's Christmas and hey look what came in next morning
Christmas 09 woah ,friggin fast .Well yeaa ,the time is ending so what now ? Do i break it and continue the Amazing Race ?
Or just ..

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`Get well soon Uncle Caleb.

What was happy then, isn't now .

I watch time fly by ,
as i wonder what was wrong with me ,
I only managed to solve my language problem .


That isn't going to fixed if you keep pissin me off .

Convos don't feel the same no more ,you show attitude ,i show attitude &
you spam your byes .Pretty useless ,bye so you can avoid a fight ?
I prefere to fight it all out and get it over with or at least talk it out .

I can't believe the year is ending ,as SPM is next year.
Christmas is coming soon & it doesn't even feel like it .
I use to count the days to Christmas anxiously .
I use to be all hype up .
Now i'm all down and out ,not even ready for Christmas .
I feel retarded ,it's the day Jesus was born and this is how i repay him .
I think i'm going to Hell and yea i don't blame noone .
Christmas use to be an awesome family together .We would go to church on the eve and
come home at 12 + and stay up till 4am .The hse would be quite noisyy and yea,we were all
so hyped.Now it feels like ..nothing ?God ,i'm sorry.

Screwed up .
Scars to prove the past is real.

If it's goodbye, i will never believe in love again.

`Points blank right through the heart.

I've lost it , lost you & lost myself .
Losing everything you might live for .

My as well just pull the trigger ,too late to see the value of my life .

Differ if you want

Tell me i'm not awesome

Awesome date FULLSTOP

I would scream my lungs out if you came home <3

I GOTTA HAVE THIS ;\

It's a Canon EOS 450d .A camera Uncle albert reckoned .HE HAS GOOD TASTE! This beauty can do wonders & i would say the price is reasonable ;\i think.HAIH.
It's a DSLR .Noww i just gotta save up.Which will take years and by then i might
be in my grave.I WANT THIS SHIT SO BADLY.

I did some surveys and yesh this camera's the one i'm looking for .NOT the new DSLR which
every dick, tom and harry has going around using em & some not even capable on using em.
Which is very pissing off.RICH PEOPLE.

Upcoming post .

Emma's birthday@KL bird park will be with you shortly.

If i wrote you a song .

It wouldn't make a difference even if i brought you the world.

Anger .

Biar jahat asal selamat .

I should live by this code.

Thank you .

Ah yesh i need a break and thank god for Indians Day ,i mean DEEPAVALI .
Pheww .

OH It happened but at the same time it didn't.

Exams are here .

SO ! I guess exams are like tomorrow .Damn ,i just hope it would be all over in a jiffy .
I'm sure it will be .Exams might suck for everyone knowing we're gonna fail for a certain sub .
But in my school where i think in my case ,my sister would make it off as a better teacher.
We're ACTUALLY about to do something in school even if we fail our asses but at least
WE DID SOMETHING rather then going to school and socializing .At least during exam there would be
PEACE ! Since we're gonna have to shut our gaps and not speak .It wouldn't be like any ordinary
day where the students raise the volume to max .It could be so annoying especially when you're
trying to understand on wtf she's saying and the rest just keep making noise.Teachers are so
GEEKS that they can't even control the class . I fancy any Dick ,Tom and Standley can make it
as a teacher . I recon the government or whichever is in charge DOES SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
God ,now you can see how our country is growing,most msians can't even speak proper english .


Remarkable i tell you ,number one .

LOA's@Cbox.

I actually enjoy coming to my blog NOW !I THOUGHT NOONE READS BUT I FOUND PPL WHO DID>>
I get to meet idiots who visits a GUYS BLOG .Man i find em gay ,haih their nature.
I never knew talking to a gay could be so much fun .
I never knew how a gay talked till they spoke ..
Man i learn that most gays would stalk a GUY so badly and come visit here so often ;
leaving their homo comments and reading my posts . I never knew talking to faggots can
actually entertain me .Especially when ppl fake a name or writes YANKEE OR JIG SAW PUSS.
Man those are hilarious plus they talk like lil kids .
I have my fans as you can see ! in the cbox .
Give a round of applause to em for making this blog come alive .

MAN I THANK YOU GUYS ;you actually can make my day ! LOL .
ps; losers.

Once more.

Quote of the year .

But noone said they wouldn't come back.

She likes ..

Fishball swim swim :D
You must be happy happy ,i was happy happy :D as usual ;s
All the best in exams fatty <3

erm

i think imma menopause this stupid blog again .

Fatty loves.

Rejection pulls all of mankind down .
It tend to make humans procrastinate.
But god gave us 'choice' ; Whether you wanna procrastinate or perservere.
Noone's saying rejection is easy to turn away from what has been written.
But you gotta have a positive mind and always have faith.

And one day it will sure pay off ; one way or another.

<3

I saw a really really really pretty girl today ((:
Heee baby baby baby :D

;(

Later never came .
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'Awesome'

Sad to say life's currently a pile of shit . I used to have that someone who would be the first to know my problems; You know there's barely anyone i tell my problems to .But that someone doesn't really exist anymore .Now i struggle on my own and try not to be so 'clingy' . A really friggin stupid word .Clingy my dog !God ,so much of difference.Anyways wtv.. Exams are coming ,mama's in hospital,I still feel like shit(like you cared) . And U.Dennis memory is gone ?Wtf man ..Damn kesian .Haih .He was a good man .School is as shitty as ever The lesson of the day in everyday school life is practically nothing relating to life.It's good to see you
happy but then again it hurts more.Still wondering why you bother goin around wishin guys
happy birthday, especially ppl you have a problem with me hangin out with.Damn nonsense.
Yesterday's convo was damn .. Ah wtv la .Get over it .

I needa take a holiday far far awa...y .I gotta find a new place.
`My inside hurts but what does my outside feel ?

And to that YANKEE ,the guy in my cbox the balless PUNK .I swear to god if i find you ,imma chop you .I don't mind murdering you and entering prison .Seriously .I don't give shits if i do.

TO YANKEE (the fella in ma cbox)

Dudee !
To yankee doodlee went to rafael adrian emuang's blog and got jealous because he aint all that.

Dude i suggest you get a life .And quit entering my blog cause seriously you're a dope .So stop stalking and talking without balls hanging from your tiny
dick of yours .Dude you got problem my posts on my blog ?Come meet up .
OR you can just hopelessly try to get a friggin life for god sake and do something useful with
the internet .Don't go around ppl's blog leaving useless comments .If you had a lil comment you
wanna say ,say it nicely you dumb dog .I pray that you do get a life and stop stalking.

And quit being envious
You jealous inkkie and i got something ?
Faggot .

AND IF YOU WANNA SAY I HAVE NO BALLS ; LOOK WHOSE THE IDIOT WHO DOESN'T EVEN DARE TO WRITE HIS NAME .Slapshead *

Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of run in place

I should've called you out
I should've said your name
I should've turned around
I should've looked again

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away.

<3

my baby baby baby ! :D
Was actually embraced by it .

I really miss the way you use to say it .

Deep sigh .

Man ,life feels so dead right now ..
In additional to that, exams are at sight .Which really sucks .

God ,if i miss school it's exactly the same as missing nothing .
Except the days with ekonomi .

Impossible

With you this anger of mind will always be ready to pounce .

My lovely red phone .W910i

Is now rosak-ed and unable to run .
I seriously loved that phone and now it's gone ?
Blady dog .Now i got no phone .Wtf man .
I hate you seriously .
Ppl like you ,should nvr see guys like me .

Go date ppl in your league .LIKE CHAN CHAN YEE .Wow his an amazing playa .YOU TWO LOOK
GREAT TOGETHER. You two can play each other .Thats your kind .
PLAYA .What was i even thinking .
I can understand why guys play ,but girls ?
You're the sex which has value .What a stupid thing to do .

OUT ;GOING ;GONE

You should get lost .You're not welcomed here anymore .
Not welcome to even look at me or speak to me .
Get lost ,the way you wanted it .
Now bye .

Tears

My poor ring .
If you knew how much it means to me ;

All it's left is a scar from the wall and nothing to take else eye away from it .

Bull .

ALAMAK !

School's reopening ,ain't that awesome ?
MY ASS .Haih that means sucky teachers and i mean SUCKY !
They suck at teaching and i should not extend the insult .
Just believe me when i say sucky ,think in every possible way :D
Arghh great .Holidays just had to be on its way .

Good girl .

No interest in girls who drink
No interest in girls who club
No interest in girls who smoke
No interest in girls who dresses indecently.


`You'd just be another one night stand .
A personality that will turn me off.
I don't mind being a friend to you ,just not anything more.

Breath taking .

I think if i have no pictures i won't update ,i think that should be rule nr1 .
Finally wondered Kota Kemuning .*Not a very safe place
2dreams ,today's one was breath taking .
Something i would not want to get up knowing .

Sorry.

Screw the word love . The next girl that uses this word on me i'll think of you
and how it was abused .
And end up never beleving in love again.I once never believed in love till you showed.
I DARED TO BE DIFFERENT .I actually opened up to you.You didn't see ,did you ? I always had the thought of growing up single and dying single. Everytime a relative ask .''Rafael do you wana get married?'' And my answer will always be ''no'' . My reason: I would like to live by myself ,worry for myself and not anyone else. And of course there's the financial part of live.Where if i end up not receiving a healthy pay i would have only myself to think of and noone to worry about .I won't die living under poverty.And if i do receive a healthy pay there would always be donations & charity.Struggle on my own is how i live . Till now i'm still doing that.


Human's might abuse the word love for some time .But noot for a long period of time. If you still do .You're a dog . And your first love is put to an example . That was the time we ALL thought we were in love But it was just another puppy love crap .


God's love is really the best .And the second would go to family.
God's love is unconditional unlike humans i think we all have our conditions.
Nonone says i love you forever and next year he/she over you . Noone says i love you and the next day says you don't have a heart. It does not take a day to fall in love nor get out . Unless your love is that cheap then maybe so . There's a different between like and love. It can take a day to like someone or get out but NEVER love .


Together forever ?Just another saying us humans abused.

My SATURDAY day out .

As the early sun rise ,we all got up and got ready to head to the cemetery .
Some bathed and as usual some DIDN'T .LOL.
Visited papa and a few other ppl .
Not long ago ,it was my papa's birthday .
So thats why we're heading there .
Located in Cheras .I think i'm gonna be burried there too .


Papa's grave?



And this is what happens to the poor old grave yard next to papa's .
Terrible .



Thiss picture caught my eye !

Damn unique lol !















Ganas -nyaa ?!





















You we're suppose to be visiting the grave next to it !
Complete strangers.ARGH






After cemetery ,we grabbed lunch at food planet .

Then later on jalan jalan. to Sentul ?just for a mosquito netting ?lolol.Then headed
to sunway to get Cousins present.


So true (:

BREAK.

Ah yesh the holidays are here :D
Selamat Hari Raya niggass !

I fancy there are more holidays this year than previously.
is it true D: ?

The very next day of camp.

Which was monday !i skipped school happily :D
Ahh i needed a break and so i slept at 9.30pm and got up at 2pm .Crazy skeelz i have.
Damn blady long !i woke up feeling shitty and now still with that feeling .
I kinda feel sick but maybe it's just all in my head.
My throat kinda hurts .Can't drink water properly..
And MY NOSE !
A BLOCK nose .I'm suppose to be healthy.argh.

And for me this friday won't have school !
AH YESH .ILIKEIT*

The newspaper mentioned about those school who wants to have an early holiday may apply
or some crap to the ministry of pendidikan or some shit like that.
THANK GOD MY SCHOOL DID.
Laughs@ppl who has school on friday!

Mmm, it's been a very long time since i've used the words iloveyou to mom or dad.
That day on sunday was the first to my mom since god knows when .
And literally ''god knows when'' min of at least 4-5years ago ?
And sadly i only said it because it was a responds to my mom's iloveyou, cause seriously i'm not used to saying iloveyou to my parents.Yesh very sad indeed.
Thank god i didn't bring down on that day .I CONTROLLED IT!

And it felt damn good saying it .

Camp footages.

Ben loses to martin jalleh !LAWAK.






Chinese VS Indians !










Chinese VS Indians (After peace making)








Sakit JIWA.











Teacher Aaron West SINGS!










Elizabeth SINGS!

Sorry unable to catch every activity due to me lmao .

Camp .

Confirmation camp 09.
first ever camp.11,12&13 Sept.
Theme ;Making a difference.

Tears were shed ,lessons were learnt.

Camp was speechless !Terlalu awesome :D It was located at The Farm ,Negeri Sembilan.A famous location foc SIC to carry out camps .Martin jalleh was our spokesman.Our ClassTeachers; Philo ,Millian ,Aaron ,Michael,Edward and Alphonso attended too.
He gave talks about life and so ..BGR sadly was postponed to another date due to lack of time.
But he promised to come down and find the time to give us that talk during class.
He stays in penang if i'm not mistaken.All lessons were meaningful.Every small activity had something to do with his
lesson ,which does summarize and keeps the teens alive .Sitting down too long can cause PROBLEMS!Sleepless nights it was .AHAH what to do .Got mates, confirm la noisy skit !
SO YESH .Suprisingly i took cold bath at 7am when i only manage to do that at 8 plus !
AH IMPROVEMENT.LMAO.And early mornings we gays have to fight for the toiletss .I think
there was only 2 bathroom with heaters in it .Didn't matter much ..And during camp
is pretty much eat eat eat !
breakfast ,tea ,lunch ,dinner & supper .I mean wtfbbq?(i don't know what it means but sounds cool:D) ARGH crazy stuff.Ah playing in the lake filled with wastages like shit ,animal food ETC
WASN'T MUCH FUN BUT FRIGGIN DISGUSTING AND I HATED WHEN I TER-SWALLOW THE WATER..Thank god i was in the boat most of the time.
With blady sheldon that ASS is an idiot which makes him funny..That idiot only wnats to tumble the boat when we're on it .Punk ass fella .The water dah disgusting and polluted.
eeee .Shit disgusting and yet we ppl are so smart to still enter it ?

The camp really taught me alot and yesh i'll learn from it .
I needed something in my life to come by and yesh god blessed me with this camp.
I'm so thankful for it .
I'm just hoping to rebuild myself.My previous self did not satisfy me nor does the present.
Trying to change and not letting anyone get in the way .You get in the way ,you'll just pist me off.
I have a problem with who i am now and i'm gonna change it .If you can't help me in doing so
don't .Just stay out .I guess, i can do it by myself slowly.


I thank you Martin Jalleh ,God bless you abundantly.
You are gifted.See you soon .
Now playing:Clicking the restart button in life.

Small small footages will be on the next post ,enjoyy (:

Stop hating and start smiling.

Oblivious.

I have an anger i can't control .It's time you open your eyes and start realizing .
Now lets see what the free butterfly does . .

DLSR ! / DSLR ! *

Aaaaaaaaah photography would be what i wanna do later on !
I can't imagine the images i capture in my head in everyday life but sadly without a camera to
actually friggin capture it?
It's quite a sad thing !
And at times i'll use my phone to capture it .
My phone won't really get much if it's a distant picture though.
Which is sad.Like really.

I wouldn't mind one of those nikon dlsr/dslr .AND ONLY NIKON !
Aaaah.Currently in mind a D80 or D40 BUT D90 can shoot vid unlike d80 & 40.ARGH.And i also saw this new lumix camera,is in RED.g1 LUMIX if i'm not mistaken .It's not bad and all but you gotta get the flash seperate and i'm not sure if there's the extender.I forgot.PLS if you have a dlsr, gimme some info and if it isn't
too hard hand me the cam for a day would do :DI really needa check this shit out.

The cost of this bloody thing would be ?around 2.5k ?more or less.WAIT IT SHOULD BE AT 2.5K AND ABOVE.Wow i mean.Wtf.SADLY ,IT'S TOO MUCH A KID
CAN SAVE.LOL.
Just planning to work in that 2months break and hoping to get min 1.5k or some shit.
AHH how to earn money fast man ,teach PLEASE.
Ah it's friggin bullshit ..I MEAN IS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET IT.I mean it's equivalent to a friggin laptop.HMMM, i think i should talk to uncle albert :Di think he knows alot.Or at least more than
me.OH MAN this sucks ,what should i do.MMM .

Drought's over.

After years of waiting for the com to be fixed ..It crashed due to ''i don't know''
& NOW IT'S FIXED.
Ah that means .Wait wtf does it actually mean ?
NO IDEA.
Noww i can continue blogging .
HERE'S THE NEXT POST.

Menopause.

Since my main com has crashed out of its retardedness due to god knows what .
I'm stuck with this useless piece of lag -A- Nation com.
It lags worse than a friggin windows 98 ffs.

So that means that i won't be updating.
Will be back.

My champion.

27th July 09.
My lil champion made it to the netball inter-house finals .
Her team played very well, outplaying the opposition .
Gold it was .
`Gold medal for inkkie , the red-est face on the field.

Congrats pretty fatt thing <3

What saves me.

I want my motor licenses already, please ?
Quit being paranoid .
So much for freedom.

It's all you idiots who don't know how to ride a bike that end up crashing and dying like some
fools that makes up a big influence towards me getting my motor license .
This sucks la really ! Blady public tp is annoying and slow.
Time's a wastage then.

Two sides to a story.

Playing a game with no experience .

And i guess i'm a friggin playa .
Word up.

Awesome.

All i wanted was a sorry.

..

Nice, block me.

What i'm trying to find out.

Hectic.

Well well , finally after yearss of not vising hartamas we finally took a visit.
That kl side is where U.leslie and A.tracy's at .With emma-licious... Ah adorable.
I do observe now adays us family unite more often .. And thats a good thing .Don't wana be ulu-fied here.But i'll prefere pj anyday.The travels i did back and forth was wow.Awesomee.
Now school's an hour walk a wayy which is such bum..

Lunch time.
Yeah expensive. 8 bucks one drink ?

Interior.




Walked walked ,explore hartamas plaza or was it ?
lmao .Quite empty ,i like quiet malls .
But obviously if you don't have the shops jagan harap laa.

Left 3.30 ?for Bball which was supposed to be at school but ended up somewhere near it.
Started at 4 reach there 4.15 .
School was holding individual events.
Today was 3p .
30balls ,1min10sec .Various spots.
Managed to enter 1 ball ?Screwed up like shit .
Damn bad first impression .
But i did only start shooting 3p like not long ago ?Few weeks ?
I never thought i could do 3p ,i alwasy thought it was all gonna be luck .
But now's different.
But i gotta tell you ,this ppl look like they can't play bball for shit but they're
quite good .Impressive.


Subang people can ball ,and throw trash at you.

Finally.

Now you know why i wanted a punching bag.

Gotta let it goo.

I'm half the man i thought i would be ,
tell me it's all in my head.



`Back and forth ,going no where inparticular .Re-walking on the previous trail that seem
to fall deeper.

No privacy.

I feel like closing this damn shit blog .
Or at least abandoning it.

Put mind at rest.

GOODNIGHTS.




X sleep tight would ya.Sleep early

Do i break walls or hand.

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
If you feel you’ve lost your way

What if your chances are already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away .

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for.


Call me out you stayed inside
One you love is where you hide
Shot me down as i flew by
Crash and burn i think sometimes
You forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go ,learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now,can't you see somethings missing
You forget where the heart is.

Sittin’ all alone in your room
Thinkin’ that the world’s let you down
All you ever wanted to do is trust someone to always be around
You’ve had a lot of lessons to learn from
Some of them hit you so hard
And I keep believing someday you’ll see, you don’t have to be alone


Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan
karena cinta yang tlah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak selama
itu pun aku mampu tuk mengenangmu




`The heart sees what is blind to the eye.

Time to let go.

If you say i'm finding happiness from a girl ?just because i talk to em .
Then what the hell were u doing months ago ?and now in school.
Going for zack's party when i was in aussy .
Getting into another guy's car ?
Yea you're clearly the god damn angel .Really..
I can state a hundred fold of your wrongs but for what?
What do i get outt of it .

Posting my convo ?what u trying to prove .
Paste the whole damn thing .Seriously.
Then see who was wrong.
Cut here cut there ..
I want my privacy ,if not don't talk to me ever.
tas.
Take that convo off.

FFS

Please roze shut up if you don't know anything please .
Obviously you hear her friggin complains everytime i do something wrong .
Do you even know her wrongs?
You don't even know la okay?
How long have you known inkkie ?
Tell mee .
If you do ,you should know her .
So don't worthless comments ..

Yeaa ,it's a stupid feeling to feel .
Even i'm getting that stupid feeling.

The biggest risk.

She's the best damn thing ,and i meant it with every breathe i took. My only best friend became my girlfriend because i followed my emotions, risking our awesome friendship and noww it's just
friends.Was it even smart to risk a friendship that good?


Before she came baby .
The short msg's before we even had our first face2face convo ,was breathe taking .
An awesome person to talk to ,brightens the whole day and changes my mood quick.
No doubt everytime she sms-ed i made myself free ;doing nothing except hanging
by the handphone ..waiting.Texting till whenever ,it didn't matter .
The shortest of convo did brighten my day or change my mood.
When it got late after a long chit chat with her ,after our goodbye's /goodnights and all .
There would always be a huge smile before falling asleep.
How happy i became ,i'm telling you it made a difference.A BIG one.
Didn't really thought that me and her would had even end up together because everytime
there was a new guy .To even to have like her then would have just broken me down from time
to time.And if i did ,men will i suffer bad.To see my good friend ditch me for her ,did make me jealous. Ah just somethings i had to get over .To hear sue anne's NOISE going ''inkkie likes you'' ,did make me blush.And i thought it was exaggerated for her to like a guy not in her school.
To step into taman sea and see she was with another guy did intefere .
Making me think ,really differently.To get a warm welcome to taman sea ,didn't exist .
Like you didn't know me.Not a smile but a serious face everytime we passed.

I guess the number 13th really isn't a good number after all.


Don't go ,cause i won't feel right.
Stay because i need to know someone actually gives a damn.
Who would i tell when i reach home?
As if anyone bothered .
Because i trusted you when noone had that chance.
Was this risk a stupid one ?I really hope not.


And i'm sorry.

I know you have a millions of boys ;just waiting .
I have noone waiting not literally but because i'm really fussy (:
if that's a crime fine me.

Past.

Diary of Leeinkkie .

It started slowly ; step by step ,piece by piece we came closer .Each year ,each msg & each outings. That brought us closer . That first kiss was the very first glimpse of heaven.


At first ,when we started off .
It didn't seem like i was your boyfriend ,honestly .It felt ..
Yea i was like useless ,powerlesss .Scared to even let out a word .
Guys kept coming ,i acted blind .
Ignoring .Just reminding myself she loves me not em .
Didn't seem like that right now .Seem like i was played.
I wouldn't say the you're the same as u were back then.
You evolved ,obviously.
Your much different compared to back then.
Maybe i think so ,because i'm in a different school ?
Thats why i don't see .
I can't see it .Won't know whats happening back there..
But it seem right now all turn the opposite .
Instead i see myself doing the wrongsss .Making the mistakes ?Not changing my language towards
her? Ahh she hasn't fully change for the best ,still dong the same old stupid moronic mistakes.
But i'm hoping that she will change for good and not for me ..
In the mean while i've to be doing the same ..
Perfecting the unproper moves.

I guess we have to take a break <3 So longg.. till thens.

Pain.

Breaks you down.
Right deep down ,inside.
Thanks,
I'm getting lost. At least going away from u.tatas

Ice Skating.

Ahhh !something i've missing long time .
I should ice skate more often .


Today morning woke up at around 9.30 .
My kan chiong mother la !
Always make us do stuff super early and all .It's like exaggerated.OVER DONE LA.
Ended up daddy came only after 1 .Babi !Damn kau long waited.
Ahh ,arrived at piramid .
Wendy's for lunch .Soo filling !uh .
Walked around since the friggin ice skating rink was LIKE FILLED WITH GAYS AND NERDS!
oh my nigga you should have seen the crowd .If u thought u saw the rink crowded ,today better
be the day .It was so packed.My dad said it was like independents day .(not sure if i spelled
that right )lmao.Anywayss .
Enter the ring around 4 + .Ah was a good timee .Wasn't as pack as the starting.
Ahh that smell when you're in the rink !AH !nice .hHAA
Ah oh yesh ,in the ring .
There was this fat malay kid ,WHO WAS SO CUTE OH MY NIGGA.
Seriously ,You look at him .U MIGHT FALL IN LOVE.I'M SO GAY RIGHT NOW.
I mean seriously cute !
Every girl would GO SO CUTE and some guys too HAHA.
I had to like skate with him .As in hold his hand /arm and skate .
Cause he coouldn't skate if there was 1million right in front of him .HE was so funny like really.
He would always ask me to go faster ,everytime i did .He ended up loosing balance and landing
straight onto the ground !ARghh. Ah his so fatt his face damn round .Eyes damn big .
Then every now and then i ditched him ,HAHA .Even with me holding him ,he can fall .
Ah !he was small .lmao.He had siblings /friends WHO DON'T GIVE SHIT MENZ.
Instead they rather see him fall and leave him be .AH evil ppl .
So at times me and ma brother will help him .
And when we ditched him ,he will beg !or when he see's us he goes BANG ABANG UHH !.
haha funny shit.OH MY SISTER FELL !THE ELDEST she so pro menz !
Fly upwards then drop on her ass ,ended up hurting her wrist. lmao. Ah i SAW.
Super pain.LMAO.I didn't really fall ,ithink.
Loosing ma footing was about it .Ahh so fun .
I got blisters .Thank god not that bad .So i continued skating..
Ah i'm planning to skate every month noww.

Out from sunway around 10ish .headed to the mamak outside for dinner .
Came back like 12 .Thats about it .

Oh yesh sounds like an all so wonderful day for me ?
Yea i thought so laa ,till ..
All these things are categorize as temporary happiness .hmmm .
So what's really happiness?
Try thinking.

This is stupid.

Ever heard anyone going ''i hate you'' or telling you that she hates that person but still goes on talking talking and talking ,laughing ,touching ,hanging out & etc with that person?
I get this friggin often from girls mostly .Guys who hate just act don't know ,aint that right?

Well girls do this thing DAMN often i would say.
Telling you that she hates that guy or girl yet you may see pictures taken .
Having their contact number bla blaa blaa .
It such crap don't you think so ?

I get annoyed ,especially when it's a lie ..
Just wonder why the fack they would say such CRAP.

Here's a tip ,
if you so friggin hate that someone ,how about you like STAY AWAY FROM EM.
Don't be a bitch and act like you're into em .

Whathefish.

Sudden feeling in me.
Suddenly feeling awkward or weird .
Feeling rather strange.
Haih wtheck ?!^#@$*
PMS ?!HAHA your mom la pms.

What a very boring day .
Today's the worst yet throughout the holidays..

Loser heroic.

I hate this football club called
MANCHESTER UNITED .
They SUCK SO BAD.I'm telling you THEY SUCK.
If i were to support em WOULD ONLY BE IF I'M GETTING PAID.
Paid to support a loser club.AS U CAN SEE.
They LOST .It's what they do BEST.
Loosingg.
SO yeah today early in the morning they played against barcelona .AND IT WAS AN OBVIOUS
WIN EVEN THE BLIND COULD SEE THAT.
Okayy for you dumbasses OUT THERE !Who couldn't see who was going to lose.
The answer is MANCHESTER UNITED.They even got trashed against liverpool earlier this
season as YOU CAN SEE(dumbass).They got OWNT by barcelona .My goodnessss .
They can go BALIK AND EAT SHIT LA.

An advice to all manchester united supporters ..A VERY GOOD ADICE ,even the ministry of ADVICING approved of this.
STOP SUPPORTING MANCHESTER UNITED !

A day more to what you call ,a lil freedom.

Oh yesh ,tomorrow's the last day of exam for 4-ians .
And i am looking forward for the holidays .
The thing about this school is THAT ,it's really irratating.
Schedule was purposely done which irritated everybody in a way taking the exam.
Let me give u a lil detail .
This are some of the things they did .
So there was this day that i only had to take one exam and which was moral .
This idiotic person who made the schedule practically made the paper right at the end
of the day .To what ?ruin our day ?!Like we've nothing else better to do.
This is one of the PISSING-FYING thing they did .
They did it to several more papers too .

Babiiiii ,well thank god tomorrow's last .It's math and i'm looking forward to it .
Though i'm not good in it AT ALL but i just like doing it .
My brains function sloww fyi .
Justin Leong Chee Mun would always critise my math .Argghh.
And everytime he teaches me and when i don't get it.
He GIVES ME THAT FACE !TOOT-ER fellaa.
His still niceee ,don't worry ladies.
I'm sure he has more patience with you girls.

Oh well now i don't have a math teacher .I mean like a friend whos helpes me in math.
The smartest guy in class SUCKS AT MATH .How awesome.
Though his accounts is like toot.Uh damn jealous.

I'm really looking forward for tomorroww !
Oh yesh ,




I MEANT EXAMS !

Fack.

I officially hate mu.
i hate people who support mu cause technically their blind .
I hate faggots who don't put their names on the ffriggin cbox and talk to me rudely.
Do u have any current balls left?
Or did u masturbate it till it dried up ?
Dumb ass.

Exams are almost over .
Ending on thursday .

This current phone is retarded.
More to add ON will be ME
NOT
GETTING
MY
BIKE.

aRGGH i hope i die of skin cancer or something .
Parents not letting me take my license for motor.Damn retardo.
Guess i'll be walking under the blady sun the whole year .
Therefore i hope i get skin cancer and die.
It's so friggin tiring .
And now in order for me to get my ass to pj ,i have to take TWO busses.
friggin retarded la my life.seriously.
I can't even cycle to school la ,thats how retarded it is .
Not like i have a proper bike so yea .
Frustating max.

Heartless.

How could you be so heartless .
The coldest story ever told.
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless.


How you be so cold
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin to me yo
You need to watch the way you talkin to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been thru
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo I know it's some thangs that you ain't told me
Ayo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon show me
So you walkin round like you don't know me
You gotta a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

How could you be so doctor evil
You bringin out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we wasn't gon speak so
Why we up 3 AM on the phone
Why do she be so mad at me fo
Homie I don't know
Shes hot and cold
I won't stop won't mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thang go
Ya wanna tell ya friends that ya leavin me
They say that they don't see what ya see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon see
You'll never find nobody better than me

Talk and Talk and Talk and Talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been thru
They don't know bout me and you
So I got somethin new to see
And you just gon keep hatin me
And we just gon be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon take off tonight into the night.

It should stop ,but when ?
I'm waiting lil girl .