Unpleasant suprise .

23rd April 2009 ;0

Okay ,now guess what's SO special about that date right there?
Okay i'll go to the main point ; you suck.
It's my birthday .Alright,this day was quite special ,
comparing last year.
It was only special because baby(:
came over to spend the day with me .
Which meant everything ,
considering my family wasn't gona celebrate on that day.
They pushed to the weekend which till now didn't celebrate ,
i'll tell u why later on.
So yeshh if she didn't come over ,the day would be awfully sad.
And yesh it would have been as bad
as ze last year because everyone of my siblings
had went out family-E or had dinner but me .
I still can't believe it though.Nvm,I'm so wtv over that
.And that day my grandfather was already admited in hospital
due to failure with the heart,which i'm guessing was a day ago.
It stopped for 20mins or less ,
i'm not quite sure.
After baby left ,not long after i headed on to the hospital .

Thank you lots baby (; <3>

'Unpleasant suprise.

Friday was as equally normal as ze rest
,excluding that papa was still in the hospital
Came back from school knowing i was gonna head on to the hospital.
So yeshh ,got home ;got ready .
Waited awhile and took off there.
Arrived around 4?
Waited and waited .Talked ,ipod,texted & bought food.
Went to the church next door ,which was assunta .
Prayed for papa and so on.
Fought with my princess and a super wrong time.
My mood was so gay-ed on that day.


After church i entered back, papa was admitted in ccu.
So i waited outside with family members.
The anxious thoughts flow deep ;especially in mama.
All of a sudden ,papa was chocked off his saliva .ithink.
So he stopped breathing .
Doctor went back in. Came out 5mins later with success .
Not long after ,while our relieve who we taught was RELIEVED,
came to an end with a second atttack ,
causing the heart to stop pumping.
Doctor came out ,to inform .


He said yall should see this .
Before i could say oh ,emotions ran deep .
Right down under.
In everyone of a us .Or yet; most.There wasn't a pulse nor heartbeat.


24th April 09.departed.

To dear papa ,
Since your already up above ,negotiate a place for me with god.

`Gold medal for papa` , for all his done for us .
the saying he always used.