How do you sleep..

This ain't no sweet memories.

Look, now it’s been about a year,
And im trying to figure out how could ya?
Forget about who loves you most why would ya?
Heal my heart, heal my brain,
Oh how I wish you could feel my pain,
Cause I couldnt get you off my mind if I tried,
24-7 (3-6-5) and my nights so cold,
Days so long, they say you don’t know what you got Till’ its gone,
well it’s gone and im trippin how much I Miss it and you steady walkin round like I never exsited, And its hard to understand,
you got another plan,
Trying to play hard and you got another man,
But you’ll never find another like muah,
that had you riding ’round in a drop top car,
Baby you a star and its time that you know it,
So much love and its time that we show it.

Us <3 aAyli

Because i don't know what you feel.

She's good without me ;is what she said.
By the looks of it ,i couldn't agree less .
''Good friends are my thing''right you are.
She's happy, even without me .

Don't really know what i mean to you anymore .
-You left me cluelessly.




Because those words are the words we would only be able to hear once in a lifetime.
Those words where as like ;the person your married to will only used such words .Or maybe,
your fiance .

So.. can you imagine ?
What if the words were cheapen by actions.
Will you trust another's word ?

I mean, it be hard right ?really hard for you to trust another one's word.
If you went true all this;the next time someone says it to you, you will most likely think of the same thing
re-happening.
Thinking more than two times of whether its true.

Right now.i can't take anyone's word.
Most likely, forever.Fine ,for a very long period of time.
I mean ,if there's a chance given for you to prove me wrong.
You better have proven me wrong.

This what ,i recently became..
Might change ;depending.
Because i've tried and now
i'm exhausted.


Flashbacks*

`Time doesn't tell time only but the future that matters in seconds.

Now playing

You're so beautiful .

They hang as they hang.

Thats how you do it .
You never think it out .

If the gun had bullets equals suicide.

I have a motherfriggin problem and
i think i'm on the very edge on
suiciding .seriously.

I can't take it no more .
Had it .

Erm .

I think i have problems.

I need a friggin therapist .

Australia's post is later on aite .
When i have the time.

No Pain

No suffering ,why complain .
You went places; hang out with friends .Went to piramid(Never go there ever again without me)?You could always go out
with them but me .Friggin awesome feeling .

I hate myself ,seriously.
Didn't seem like you were dying .

Seem like you had fun and was better off without me ;that was what i think.
The days you go out with me and got home to blog .

Compare the smiles ;I'm never first .
Never tasted to be that winner.



Don't seem like i'm worth your friggin time.Seriously.

Everything written is what i think okay ?