Loser heroic.

I hate this football club called
MANCHESTER UNITED .
They SUCK SO BAD.I'm telling you THEY SUCK.
If i were to support em WOULD ONLY BE IF I'M GETTING PAID.
Paid to support a loser club.AS U CAN SEE.
They LOST .It's what they do BEST.
Loosingg.
SO yeah today early in the morning they played against barcelona .AND IT WAS AN OBVIOUS
WIN EVEN THE BLIND COULD SEE THAT.
Okayy for you dumbasses OUT THERE !Who couldn't see who was going to lose.
The answer is MANCHESTER UNITED.They even got trashed against liverpool earlier this
season as YOU CAN SEE(dumbass).They got OWNT by barcelona .My goodnessss .
They can go BALIK AND EAT SHIT LA.

An advice to all manchester united supporters ..A VERY GOOD ADICE ,even the ministry of ADVICING approved of this.
STOP SUPPORTING MANCHESTER UNITED !

A day more to what you call ,a lil freedom.

Oh yesh ,tomorrow's the last day of exam for 4-ians .
And i am looking forward for the holidays .
The thing about this school is THAT ,it's really irratating.
Schedule was purposely done which irritated everybody in a way taking the exam.
Let me give u a lil detail .
This are some of the things they did .
So there was this day that i only had to take one exam and which was moral .
This idiotic person who made the schedule practically made the paper right at the end
of the day .To what ?ruin our day ?!Like we've nothing else better to do.
This is one of the PISSING-FYING thing they did .
They did it to several more papers too .

Babiiiii ,well thank god tomorrow's last .It's math and i'm looking forward to it .
Though i'm not good in it AT ALL but i just like doing it .
My brains function sloww fyi .
Justin Leong Chee Mun would always critise my math .Argghh.
And everytime he teaches me and when i don't get it.
He GIVES ME THAT FACE !TOOT-ER fellaa.
His still niceee ,don't worry ladies.
I'm sure he has more patience with you girls.

Oh well now i don't have a math teacher .I mean like a friend whos helpes me in math.
The smartest guy in class SUCKS AT MATH .How awesome.
Though his accounts is like toot.Uh damn jealous.

I'm really looking forward for tomorroww !
Oh yesh ,




I MEANT EXAMS !

Fack.

I officially hate mu.
i hate people who support mu cause technically their blind .
I hate faggots who don't put their names on the ffriggin cbox and talk to me rudely.
Do u have any current balls left?
Or did u masturbate it till it dried up ?
Dumb ass.

Exams are almost over .
Ending on thursday .

This current phone is retarded.
More to add ON will be ME
NOT
GETTING
MY
BIKE.

aRGGH i hope i die of skin cancer or something .
Parents not letting me take my license for motor.Damn retardo.
Guess i'll be walking under the blady sun the whole year .
Therefore i hope i get skin cancer and die.
It's so friggin tiring .
And now in order for me to get my ass to pj ,i have to take TWO busses.
friggin retarded la my life.seriously.
I can't even cycle to school la ,thats how retarded it is .
Not like i have a proper bike so yea .
Frustating max.

Heartless.

How could you be so heartless .
The coldest story ever told.
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless.


How you be so cold
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin to me yo
You need to watch the way you talkin to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been thru
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo I know it's some thangs that you ain't told me
Ayo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon show me
So you walkin round like you don't know me
You gotta a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

How could you be so doctor evil
You bringin out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we wasn't gon speak so
Why we up 3 AM on the phone
Why do she be so mad at me fo
Homie I don't know
Shes hot and cold
I won't stop won't mess my groove up
Cause I already know how this thang go
Ya wanna tell ya friends that ya leavin me
They say that they don't see what ya see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon see
You'll never find nobody better than me

Talk and Talk and Talk and Talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been thru
They don't know bout me and you
So I got somethin new to see
And you just gon keep hatin me
And we just gon be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon take off tonight into the night.

It should stop ,but when ?
I'm waiting lil girl .

Ungrateful piece of shit.

All i ever got was SHIT from you .
Went aussy had a nice time ,came back things u DID .
Only a friggin retard would do ..
Ruin my blady holiday .

NOW BEST RUIN MY DAY !
Stupid retardo day .

I wish i got hit by a car and ended up in a coma .
I don't wana be dead yet .

Just to see if u cared shit la.


Go your form 5 kaki .
They all got your back yo !

Nigga my ass.

Struggles .

Nothing seem to stand anymore ;
The people you needed , just aint there .
The one you cared most ,doesn't bother anymore.

I should just listen to my parents,by the looks right now .
Like a girl would be there always right?Do you even bother what's running in my mind?
Prolly sooner or later you'd be on your own .
I should just start to let you go or so ..
Can't take this shit no more .

Now playing: I Surrender


Since i don't talk to you nice enough for now ,time takes over .
You're the angel right ?
Who gave me every damn thing ?
Kononnya.
From the start ,the very beginning .
I should have just hid this feelings.

The phone i wanted ,i really now don't care shit about it .
The phone i'm currently using is jack-ed up .
Moreover ,exam is just tomorrow .
Stress will be added up ..

I can live with what i have .
Wantings are not needed ,doesn't satisfy me for the moment .

Deciding.

As i was surveying many phoness excluding nokia's !HAHA .only sony ericsson's as the nokia5310
express music was a big failure to me .Arggh ,i really wanted that but oh wtvs right now .
I discussed with baby(: about phones and all .That cheeky thing kept gaving me phones that
are not even out yet YET cool looking !Rather nicee i would say ,designss were epic.Really nice.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY I'M SURE IT WOULD COST A BOMB ADDITIONAL TO THE TIME DELAYING
to get a new phone.Hahaa .. The only type of sony ericsson's i would get, is the walkman phone ,as their
speaker phoness .And i like my music. Speaker over camera ,anyday.

These were the phoness models that was on me and baby's(: mind
W715 ,w760 ,w395 and a few others which i eliminated..
Baby says the 715 is nice and all ,i say it would cost alot as i'm trying to get the phone soon
not months later or so . I did like the 715 but then again yea..




I'm currently favouring the w760 over the rest ,as for alot of purposes .
The price is reasonable based on features.

Cravings .

I'm currently craving for thiss friggin phone,it's so friggin nicee .Babi i want it ..Trying to get this phone for about 6?The market pricing is about 750 more or less .God help me !
Yea ,and moreeover ,i have not much cash ! Awesome..
Oh yesh and my license and motorbike .Arggh i want at least a 100cc bike ..

My savings does not really last nowadays :\


Oh help me lord for my wants ;)

Day later.
as i wanted that phonee ,the urge to get it drifted due to researches .I can't deny the outside
looks friggin delicous and all ,but the inside wasn't so.When i first saw the functions ,it was all impressive.The camera isn't that good and the so called ''speaker phone''Which isn't that loud and clear .I guess i should get a sony then .I think the speaker of a walkman phone
can beat this .
arggh !Dilemmas ,i don't want to put my money to waste as i did already two phones.
That was pure bullshit !

AND AND AND !

You'll be having an affair with me :D
Oh i so pity your boyfriend ;D
Who ,i will prolly bruise later on.

And and in the end ; i get baby back ;)
<3

To baby ;)

OH baby ;)
If u ever have another ;
You know i'll still kiss you(:

if the reason it ended was reasonable.

Unpleasant suprise .

23rd April 2009 ;0

Okay ,now guess what's SO special about that date right there?
Okay i'll go to the main point ; you suck.
It's my birthday .Alright,this day was quite special ,
comparing last year.
It was only special because baby(:
came over to spend the day with me .
Which meant everything ,
considering my family wasn't gona celebrate on that day.
They pushed to the weekend which till now didn't celebrate ,
i'll tell u why later on.
So yeshh if she didn't come over ,the day would be awfully sad.
And yesh it would have been as bad
as ze last year because everyone of my siblings
had went out family-E or had dinner but me .
I still can't believe it though.Nvm,I'm so wtv over that
.And that day my grandfather was already admited in hospital
due to failure with the heart,which i'm guessing was a day ago.
It stopped for 20mins or less ,
i'm not quite sure.
After baby left ,not long after i headed on to the hospital .

Thank you lots baby (; <3>

'Unpleasant suprise.

Friday was as equally normal as ze rest
,excluding that papa was still in the hospital
Came back from school knowing i was gonna head on to the hospital.
So yeshh ,got home ;got ready .
Waited awhile and took off there.
Arrived around 4?
Waited and waited .Talked ,ipod,texted & bought food.
Went to the church next door ,which was assunta .
Prayed for papa and so on.
Fought with my princess and a super wrong time.
My mood was so gay-ed on that day.


After church i entered back, papa was admitted in ccu.
So i waited outside with family members.
The anxious thoughts flow deep ;especially in mama.
All of a sudden ,papa was chocked off his saliva .ithink.
So he stopped breathing .
Doctor went back in. Came out 5mins later with success .
Not long after ,while our relieve who we taught was RELIEVED,
came to an end with a second atttack ,
causing the heart to stop pumping.
Doctor came out ,to inform .


He said yall should see this .
Before i could say oh ,emotions ran deep .
Right down under.
In everyone of a us .Or yet; most.There wasn't a pulse nor heartbeat.


24th April 09.departed.

To dear papa ,
Since your already up above ,negotiate a place for me with god.

`Gold medal for papa` , for all his done for us .
the saying he always used.